Thursday, November 1, 2018

Hello Darkness My Old Friend


For the choir director: A psalm of the descendants of Korah. A song to be sung to the tune "The Suffering of Affliction." A psalm of Heman the Ezrahite.

O LORD, God of my salvation, I cry out to you by day. I come to you at night. Now hear my prayer; listen to my cry. For my life is full of troubles, and death draws near. I am as good as dead, like a strong man with no strength left. They have left me among the dead, and I lie like a corpse in a grave.
I am forgotten, cut off from your care. You have thrown me into the lowest pit, into the darkest depths. Your anger weighs me down; with wave after wave you have engulfed me.
You have driven my friends away by making me repulsive to them. I am in a trap with no way of escape. My eyes are blinded by my tears. Each day I beg for your help, O LORD; I lift my hands to you for mercy. Are your wonderful deeds of any use to the dead? Do the dead rise up and praise you?
Can those in the grave declare your unfailing love?
Can they proclaim your faithfulness in the place of destruction?
Can the darkness speak of your wonderful deeds?
Can anyone in the land of forgetfulness talk about your righteousness?
O LORD, I cry out to you. I will keep on pleading day by day. O LORD, why do you reject me? Why do you turn your face from me? I have been sick and close to death since my youth. I stand helpless and desperate before your terrors. Your fierce anger has overwhelmed me. Your terrors have paralyzed me. They swirl around me like floodwaters all day long. They have engulfed me completely. You have taken away my companions and loved ones.
Darkness is my closest friend.                                                                                     Psalm 88:1-18

Continuing to look at friends and friendship in Scripture.
Remember the old Simon and Garfield song… “The Sound of Silence”
Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Darkness - Even with the traffic...it is Dark.
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains…
Within the sound of silence.
According to Paul Simon, who wrote this song, it is about the inability to communication.

Is darkness your closest friend? Silence. No communication. The Psalmist sounds mad at God. He is rejected and cut off from God and his friends have been driven away by God. Things are not looking good for this guy. Darkness is his only friend.

Do you sometimes feel like darkness is your friend? To me…that sounds like depression. I don’t consider depression a friend. It is a darkness that engulfs me when I let it. Yes. I control whether I let myself feel depressed. Most days I can just take a few deep breaths and say, “No Pity Party Today” “You must do what you must do…and that is not doing only what YOU want to do today—which is not doing anything.” I’m not allowing depression to overcome my attitude and fill my day with gloom. Like the apostle Paul taught...I get my strength from the Lord.
For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13

Even on windy, dusty, scorching or freezing days—no gloom and doom. Like another song says... “Put on a happy face—and smile.” That smile outside sparks a little production of dopamine in the brain—and helps life move ahead in a positive way.

There are days depression doesn’t always just go away. That is the nature of the beast. Then I groan again…Hello darkness my old friend. Do you have days when darkness envelopes you? My hope is for you to turn to the Lord. That is where my hope comes from.

Prayer ~ May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. Numbers 6:25.

Daily Bible Reading: Matthew 20-21

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